A Culmination of Things I'm Feeling Before I Go

Tell me something,
anything
let me know you exist
that your more then just in my head

this goes out to all of you
anyone who reads
cares
needs

to the writers who failed
to the mothers who always regret
to the father who made a mistake
the kids who were blamed

you exist
you're a live
or at least...
I hope so

if your gone, I'm sorry
if you never existed, I'm crazy
if your dying, I'll save you
if your dead then I failed

everything's a circle
everything's a lie
you're less then I hoped for
but more then I deserve

this is a good bye
this is a hello
a retardendo
and the other word that means the opposite of that

Good bye dear listener
I hope your trip goes well
I've learned from you
and I hope you have too

I hope to see you again
because I need you more then you know
but I hope you can get beyond that too
you deserve the world and I hope you get it

signed
I love you